This is your life. R u who u wanna be?

So this isn't a video blog but I m at work and was thinking.
Sometimes that is not the best thing for me to do but what can I say,

Its so strange how things happen. One day you don't worry about what's going to happen. Re next you start to question everything that got you to the the place your at now.
Y does that happen.
Why have I always been searching?

When you know what its like to know that your in Gods will then you start to compair that feeling with every other decision you make.
Knowing that your in that place is like nothing else you'll ever know.
Why have I not felt that for a while.
I have had so much growing inside me for the last 5 years that it really saddens me that I'm not making decisions that let me use those things .

Gods will be done in Everything I do. My next step. My next oppourtunity . My next move. Let it be you

Dustin