I've found my calling........! People.

I'm the type of person that it takes slot to get me emotional. 99% of the time its because of God doing something cool in my life . And the past week its been just that.
I m so in awe of him sometimes. The best moments but also the most humbling ones are the times when something id already known Is reaffirmed byHim. And this week has been just that . On wed caleb preached at his church and talked about outreach . I m not to sure what it was that hit me so hard but I got so pumped up for some adopt- a- block and some real ministry stuff. Ive been thinking and praying about it all this week and yesterday it really hit me. People. People are my calling. Hurting people not the ones that are all put together and ready for the end. Not the holier then thou people. The ones that simply need to know that there is a God out there that loves them and wants what's best for them. The single mom who gives so much of herself to feed her kids that she goes without . The kids who go to school with a garbage bag for a back pack cuz they can't afford anything better. Those are my calling. And I'll be darned if I let Satan stand in the
way of that calling.

Y I love Him

I'm kinda getting in a rytham (spelled wrong) with this whole blogging thing. 

So I'm sitting in my kitchen, my roomies are out having worship practice for tomorrow night and I'm here alone....Y?, cuz I just didn't go. 

I had the day off and I sat and did a whole lot of nothing.... well I worked out with Billy Blanks and then went upstairs. 

WOW what an exciting life I live. 

But God is good. I love him Lots and he makes everything right in my life. 

There have been many times that I wonder why I chose to love God. It's not because my dad is a pastor.

It's not because I have to.

Or that I have some obligation to Love him.

I do because I can.

I do because He makes my life better.

He makes the sun shine and the grass grow.

He gives me the ability to have a purpose greater than myself.

To have a calling.

To lead and to fallow.

To sit and know that he is God and that he will never Give me anything that I can't handle.

Yes at times I get stressed and I don't know up from down, but he lets me feel him and Love him. 

And I love him and serve him because when I'm dumb, and make a HUGE error in my day.

He still has his arms open to me and welcomes me in for a big all consuming Hug.

With all the crap that is out there. all the things that I could be doing right now... The bad things that I could be getting myself into. 

I know that I have a God that no matter what. He is there. I'm so amazed by my God.

He is so great, is moves my soul to a deeper place. A higher place.

He's indescribable. He's my best friend. He gives and gives and gives some more. 

WOW... .really. I know my calling.

It's to love God, it's to always no matter what, wake up in the morning and sing his praises. 

He is in control. of my heart, my emotions, my love, my time and my MONEY.....:) 

I'm called to go anywhere and love him, I'm called to Africa and see his hand in the lives of people who don't have anything but love him more than life. 

I'm called to the one and only thing that keeps my alive. HIM. 

Peace, Love .... and God's grace.