WHY.....WHY!!!

Have You ever wondered WHY?

Ever just sat and wondered why

I am a sinner.

People sin. 

Everyone. You, me, Tommy Barnett, Joyce Meyers. We all do. 

We can't get away from it.

And you know what is so funny..... so shocking..... so amazing

That with every thing that we have done, every sin we have committed. 

Every thought, action, word. 

That God still loves us.

I just sinned. But he loves me.

You know when your mom and dad tell you they love you. Sometimes you know when they mean it and other times you know that they are doing everything in their power to not smack you. I know how it feels to believe it when my mom tells me she loves me at the end of a phone call. or when my dad used to tell me when i was little that he loved me. 

I think....no, i know that the biggest down fall of man is not adam, it's not sin.

It's the fact that we don't believe His love. I don't. I know that it's there, I know that it's true. 

But just cuz you know something might be true. We always have this feeling in the back of our minds that "until i see it or feel it for myself, I don't believe it"

I've screwed up, I still do. I know why I still do. 

I'm human. I screw up all the time. But as much as I can quote it to the people around me. I don't believe it. 

It's so hard. I kills me to know that I could be so much closer to the God that I love if I truly began to believe his love.

It's unconditional

UNCHANGING

INSURMOUNTABLE

INCREDIBLE

MIND-BLOWING

EVERLASTING

CONTINUOUS 

CALMING

EARTH SHATTERING

NEVER ENDING

 IT HAS THE ABILITY TO TAKE YOU FROM HELL AND PUT YOU IN HEAVEN

IT'S MYSTERIOUS

IT'S WARM

WHOLE

UN STOPPABLE

AND NEITHER 

LIFE NOR DEATH

NEITHER ANGELS NOR DEMONS

NOR HEIGHT OR DEPTH

NOR ANYTHING IN ALL CREATION

NOT MAN, NOT WOMAN, NOT DRUGS, NOT SEX, NOT ALCOHOL, NOT DIVORCE, NOT DEPRESSION, NOT LONELINESS, NOR FAMILY, OR FRIENDS

NOT EVEN YOU!

CAN SEPARATE ME FROM HIS LOVE. 

PEACE